I want to stop.
I want everything to pause for just a moment while I step outside and take a break. A nap would be preferable, but any sort of break will suffice.
Even a deep breath will do.
A blissful few hours where there is nobody teething or asking for something in a language I don't understand. Where there are no dirty bottoms or snotty noses that need to be wiped and which guarantee more then their fair share of screaming.
I want, for just a while, to not be the one who knows where everything goes or she who does what needs to be done.
I want to find a sunny spot and lie down the way I used to.
I want to sit and recharge.
Relax and Unwind.
I want my world to feel the way these guys sound.
I'll come back then, I swear.
And I'll be all the better for it.