If you could open up my head right now, you would be blown back by the force and sheer volume of thoughts and emotions that would hit you like a truck and leave you lying dazed and confused wondering, "What the hell just happened?"
I'm having one of "those" days. The days where nothing makes sense and everything seems to either irritate or frustrate me or else seems hell bent on getting in my way. It's the kind of day where everyone needs something and there isn't enough of me to go around and god help you if you dare to even THINK or BREATHE the wrong way because I WILL notice and I WON'T be amused.
It's the kind of day where I have arguments in my head over things that not only have not happened, but which I have no real reason to believe ever will aside from the fact that I'm completely out of sorts and have lost all control over the thoughts that are spinning and shooting forth, completely unchecked, from my mind.
I feel like an overtired child.
I am an over tired Adult.
I want someone to come along and pick me up and with no expectations whatsoever to rock me in their arms until the sobs become sniffles and the sniffles, soft snores and all the thoughts that are racing will stop and fade away to be replaced by dreams as I feel my body relax and my mind let go and I fall so gently, asleep.
This was me yesterday - exactly. I have only been awake for about 20 minutes this morning ... so I can't say for sure ... but I think these awful thoughts/feelings may be making a return visit today. You're not alone. I'm not alone. That will have to get us through .. that will have to serve as that rocking in someone's arms ...
ReplyDeleteI have one of those days most days! Hopefully tomorrow will be better and it will all be OK again - until the next time! Otherwise, there's always Pringles and a G&T - usually cheers me up no end!
ReplyDeleteSending a cocktail your way...and hope that you get some sleep tonight!
ReplyDeleteIf we were closer I would be on your doorstep to rescue you with a hug and free baby and boyfriend sitting and you could go to my house and have a nap. Hope tomorrow is better xoxoxoxox love you sister
ReplyDeletethe best i can do right now is say that after dec15th i will take one babe and your mom the other...babysit til u come home ..so there.. love dad
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